baby steps

After so much whining and grumbling here, by Friday night I was thoroughly sick of myself. I also watched "Look At Me", which was very good, but I was about ready to smack the mopy daughter whose lack of self-esteem and negativity blinded her to the opportunities she had to make things better. Obviously I was annoyed with her because I recognised so much of myself. So yesterday I went to the gym! And cleaned my room! And made dinner with housemates and hung out with them. And today, I went to the gym again, and the library and grocery shopping! Yeah, I know, so exciting... but at least I left the house and more than once, even. Of course, none of this involved leaving my room before noon, so it probably won't help with being any more productive tomorrow, but I feel slightly better now.