ugh

Somehow blogging has joined emailing friends and family as something I want to do in theory, but am resistant to actually doing. I started to write a post last week when I was freaking out about something, and I'd still like to blog about that sometime. I also made the graphs for a Plan post, but then didn't feel like posting, because I feel like my blog is just a boring list of goals lately. Plus, I thought maybe I'd do a post each month counting how many stars I got that month, instead of posting whenever I get to 30 in a row. That idea has resulted in me slacking off completely with the stars (I spent yesterday almost constantly eating and procrasting, just as an example), though, so I won't be sticking with it.

I read a post at the start of the month where someone mentioned thinking about their first sentence in terms of how it would look in the end of year meme, which unfortunately made me think of that every time I thought of posting. I didn't really want to have it be another whine or Plan, but I'm giving up on that today.

I've just spent 3 hours wasting time online, when I could've gone home in the nice saved daylight if I'd just done the tiny thing I needed to do. So now that I'm thoroughly sick of myself, I'm also giving up on the idea of trying to be interesting and am just going to post something so that I can post The current Plan and try to get some motivation back. Then maybe I can post about something other than work.