I'm such a mess
I said in my last post that I was happy, but that's really only true because I've been avoiding thinking about lab and my research. I can't do that forever, though. Today I thought I'd try facing up to everything I've been putting off and at least figure out what I need to do. Just seeing emails from my advisor and the program coordinator in my inbox is making me want to cry, though.
I know continuing to avoid things is only going to make it worse, but I really don't want to talk to my advisor or anyone. I'm tempted to wait until I've got something done to tell him about, but that's already the reason I put it off last week. Ugh. Maybe I can email him at least.
I need to make some actual progress today so I'm making a list here.
email advisor and ask if I can call tomorrow when I've got something to talk about email committee to try to set up meeting email program coordinator to let her know I've emailed committee
- empty inbox (down to 6!)
- make figures to add to summary
- write results section to go with figures
grocery shopping exercise